when you’re a stranger
faces look ugly when you’re alone
women seem wicked when you’re unwanted
she began as the acquaintance I always hoped would be around, to the loving and caring friend who quickly evolved and opened her heart to me becoming into an amazingly beautiful person. I fell in love with her and quickly established a bond I hoped and entrusted much of myself in. for a brief time, I had never known such wonders existed. then something broke. it healed, and evolved again. she was my friend again. soon after, we slipped into loving one another again. then without warning, something broke again, but this time even more ambiguously. it has stayed broken, and I have stayed in the dark as to why and how. it isn’t going to heal. it’s over.
if we could’ve remained honest as we were in the beginning, I think I could’ve married this girl. I saw it. I touched it. and now it’s gone. it escaped my fragile hold on reality.
I wish I knew what happened to my short-lived best friend.
grow up, grow strong and leave the past behind





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Normally I wouldn’t post lyrice, but you started it…
I was always told that you had to have the balls to breakdown
Now I’m older I’m not too sure
I was once told that you had to have a high to lowdown
An expert told me back in the war
Open hearted surgery never works
So eat your words or hide them in the dirt
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